Warning: This article contains sensitive information regarding allegations of sexual abuse, physical assault, and drug use.

A purported memoir by Diddy’s former partner Kim Porter has surfaced, bringing serious allegations about the rapper to light following his arrest on sex trafficking charges on Monday. The revealing book, titled “Kim’s Lost Words: A Journey for Justice from the Other Side…,” is said to consist of diary entries and contains shocking claims about Diddy’s personal life, including allegations of child sexual abuse, infidelity and possession of sex tapes with youngsters.

The book, released by Los Angeles producer Chris Todd days before Combs was charged, raised new questions about the circumstances surrounding his arrest.

Kim Porter’s Supposed Memoir Accuses Diddy of Sleeping with Young Boys

Kim Porter, who died in 2018, had four children with Sean “Diddy” Combs. According to the Daily Mail’s findings, Porter reportedly kept a diary that she kept on a flash drive and gave to friends before her death. Chris Todd, under the pseudonym “Jamal T. Millwood,” later published the diary entries as a book that has now become an Amazon bestseller and contains disturbing allegations against Combs, including physical and sexual abuse of children.

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In the revealing story, Porter describes how he discovered and copied tapes Combs made of himself having sex with underage boys in his care, including an alleged tape of an 18-year-old pop star who later became famous. For the uninitiated, Todd has provided no evidence to support these claims.

In the book, she claims to have discovered videotapes of Sean’s sexual encounters in his bedroom safe and planned to make copies for herself to protect herself from any possible backlash if she left him. However, she was shocked to see that “the gay parties are one thing, but the young boys, like (two hip-hop stars formerly managed by Diddy) and (the then 18-year-old pop star)?! I never would have known.”

Diddy allegedly made ‘sex tapes’

The publisher of Kim Porter’s memoir claims he was offered access to the rapper’s alleged sex tapes, including one with a teenage pop star. “I got the memoir, 60 pages. I also got a photo and if I wanted access to the Diddy sex tapes I could have that too,” he said, according to the Mail.

He claims that friends of Porter and Combs who gave him the memoirs also had copies of the tapes and that attempts were made to sell them to Hollywood documentary producers. “‘I know the celebrity source pretty well. I know how close they were to Kim and Diddy, and all the people in the hip-hop community,'” he said.

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Kim Porter’s Book Reveals Diddy’s Twisted Secrets

The memoir exposes a series of scandals involving Sean “Diddy” Combs, including a 1999 nightclub shooting for which he reportedly blamed rapper Shyne. At the time, both Diddy and his then-girlfriend Jennifer Lopez were arrested but were later released unharmed, while only Shyne was charged.

The book also discusses alleged orgies that Diddy organized, which some participants have denied. “He threw parties that were just a fancy name for orgies, and everyone wanted in,” the memoir alleged.

“Not only did we have threesomes, but we would swap partners,” Kim Porter continued. Diddy’s ex-partner claimed she had an open relationship with the rapper, and described hookups with other celebrities, including notable married woman and rapper Tupac Shakur.

“I did things with Sean that I could never have done with a straight man,” the book continues. “I woke up and left the bedroom I was in, … and Sean happened to come out of the bedroom with a chart-topping rapper — and the woman’s husband.”

Sean Combs ‘Abused’ Kim Porter Multiple Times

The book details disturbing incidents of physical abuse Sean “Diddy” Combs inflicted on Kim Porter. While Combs’ history of violence, including a leaked clip of him physically attacking his ex-partner Cassie Ventura, lends credence to the allegations, the memoir offers specific accounts of the abuse.

Porter describes multiple instances of violence, including the first time Combs hit her after she refused to use a strap-on on him. The book also describes an alleged incident in Porter’s apartment where Combs violently knocked her to the floor and threatened her with a gun, saying, “You’re mine. You don’t have a choice in the matter now. I can’t live without you.”

It’s important to stress that the authenticity of these claims has yet to be verified. In July, Kim Porter’s close friend Eboni Elektra responded to rumors on Instagram, stating that there was no book in the works, despite claims that Porter was writing one before she died of pneumonia.