Brittany Renner took to Instagram to share a raw and emotional update on the major changes in her life. In the candid video, Renner spoke candidly about her internal struggles, the collapse of her external world, and how she’s leaning on her faith to help her through this challenging time.

“Allahu Akbar,” Renner began, expressing how her inner transformation has had a drastic impact on every aspect of her life. She admitted to feeling “incredibly uncertain” about her future, confessing that she has no idea where she will live or how she will provide for her son. Despite the uncertainty, Renner leans on her faith in Allah, confident that the same force that has helped her overcome obstacles in the past will guide her through this period as well.

Reflecting on her current state, Renner compared herself to Alice in Wonderland, describing how she felt like Alice after eating the cookie, her body becoming too large to fit in her home. “I’ve outgrown where I’m at,” she shared. “The facade is fading, alhamdulillah, and I’m at a point where I don’t want anything that doesn’t have my name on it.” Renner emphasized that she only wants what is truly meant for her, saying, “Take it with you. It serves no purpose here.”

In the powerful message, Renner expressed contentment with less, stating, “I don’t want a penny more than I should have, because I can do a lot with a little.” As she lets go of what no longer serves her, Renner believes that clearing away the facade will make room for what is truly meant for her.

This vulnerable post comes as Renner continues to embrace her personal growth path